It can be tough to meet a man when you are an escort. Since I have been with charlotte action escorts, I have had a hard time establishing both relationships and friendships with other people. Most of the time, they think that you are a bit of bad girl when you work for a London escorts service. That is far from the truth, I think that almost all London escort that I have worked with can best be described as tarts with a heart.
Sure, I would love to be in a relationship or not have to lie about my past once I leave London escorts. Most of the girls who have worked as London escorts find that they have to lie when they leave the agency. There is no way an employer would employ a girl who has worked for a London escort agency. Few people realise this, but the vast majority of London escorts have part-time jobs. They call them “cover” jobs. Most girls use them to cover their tracks when they leave or they take up their “cover job full-time. Personally, I work in Boots all day on Saturday.
How do you cope when you find Mr Right? I am not sure that I would tell a guy that I used to work for a London escorts. It would probably not do a lot for me, The best thing would be to marry someone within the industry. I have lost count of how many escorts in London have ended up marrying other escorts. The foreign girls who work as London escorts often go back to their home countries, and they never tell their families what they used to do during their time in London.
I have thought a lot about what I am going to do when I leave London escorts. One option is to stay in London. I think that I would simply ask for more hours in Boots and stick to that as a job. If that does not work, I guess that I would have to get some sort of training. Another option would be to move out of London. I would rent out my flat and live off the income from the flat until I could find some sort of a job. It could actually be rather a good option.
My main problem is that I like my London lifestyle and would be reluctant to give it up. It is so tough to know what to do for the best. Maybe I will meet a nice guy at London escorts and marry him. Some girls do and others think about re-inventing themselves just like me. Honestly, it would be so much easier if I could just meet a nice man who accepted me for what I am and take me on with warts and all as my old grandma used to say. Well, you never know you might in with a great person.
You have to accept yourself and don’t worry about others accepting you.
There are things that you should never do in life. But, we are all human and make mistakes. It is just one of those things that we can’t help. I will hold my hands up and say that I have made my fair share of mistakes in life. Most of them have happened when I have had too much drink or for some other silly reason. One night when I was leaving London escorts, I was kind of in a weird mood. I bumped into my best friend’s boyfriend and ended up sleeping with him. It was one of the worst mistakes I have done in my life. But I blamed it on having drunk too much with one of my top regulars at London escorts.Needless to say I don’t see my best friend any more.
I really don’t think that I could look her in the eye and tell her what happened. Would I get away with not telling her if I saw? No, I wouldn’t and I would feel compelled to tell her. She would ever so angry, and I know that she would seek revenge. What would she do? I am sure that she would dash off to tell my parents I work for a London escorts. They would be furious, and I would have to quit my exciting job with London escorts.I have learned a lot during the time I have been working for London escorts. Not all of my lessons have been about relationship issues, but many of them have.
One thing for sure, when I leave London escorts, I am going to find myself a man who wants to spend the rest of his life with me. Getting married to suddenly or too young, is one of those things that you should not do in life. I have seen so many marriages and relationships fail.The other thing you should not do in life, is take others for granted.
Last year I was so busy at charlotte London escorts that I did not take a lot of time off to spend with my family. My nan died in June, and suddenly it dawned on me that I had not seen her for months. Sure, I had earned a lot of money, but that meant nothing when I stopped and thought about the time I could have spent talking to my nan. You live and you learn all of the time. I have certainly learned a lot of life’s big lessons since I started to work. London escorts keep me very busy but it is important to take time off and reflect on your life. I think far few people do that and they should.
It has been during these periods of reflection, I have learned most about myself. One thing that I have learned is that men never grow up. They always want to play, and you have to be very lucky to find the right man who does not want to send his entire life just having fun. I am sure that he is out there, and when I find him, I will hang on to him with all that I have got.
When I first started to work for charlotte escorts in London, I had a really good thing going with a friend of mine. It was not a love affair as such. Instead we were really good friends and enjoyed each other company. We had known each other for a long time, and if you like, he was the perfect friend and booty call. Lots of people thought that we would make a great couple and it felt like they put a lot of pressure on us to be more than we wanted to be.
At the time I was just getting my charlotte escorts in London career off the ground. There was no way that I really had time to enjoy a relationship with anybody. It was something that I was planning to leave on the back burner until I had got some experience working for London escorts. Lots of the girls who work for London escorts do exactly what I did when they start their career. It is a little bit like you need to focus and build up your career. That is really the best way I can explain it.
I was still seeing my best friend and favourite booty call, but it did not feel the same. Whenever we went out with our friends, it was a little bit like being nagged and told what to do. Both of us were beginning to have enough of that, and in the end, we kind of felt that we were being cornered. He had his job, and I was just embarking on my London escorts career. We were happy, but it seemed that many of our friends wanted us to be the perfect couple. Of course, they did not know about me working for London escorts.
A couple of months later, one of our friends went over the top. He said that there were a lot of people who thought it was about time we set a date for our wedding. It felt like we were having a lot of pressure put on us. I don’t know what happened, but that evening we had a massive row about everything, and the following day I went into London escorts with tears in my eyes. I had lost my best friend to peer pressure, he had enough of my social group.
Today I am still working for London escorts but I don’t see my special friend, or my group of friends anymore. During the last year I have spent a lot of time thinking about what happened. Yes, it annoys me, and I am sure that my friend feels the same way. I have his phone number on my phone, and when he has had some more time, I will give him a call. Perhaps we can reconnect without the pressure of my so called friends. My London escorts career is now well established and if he is still happy to accept that I work for a London escorts, I think it is about time we get together for a chat.